Last week to two weeks been totally stress bucket and a half I tell ya. But in the stress it gave me an idea. And went and did a lot of research.
Mum wanted me to get some college in, but one here doesn't really offer much besides basic. But I didn't want to get tied into school here when it could take me 2-4 years to get threw it.
Then I had an idea to go to a community college that had good majors besides the basic classes. And also go somewhere that I've wanted to be for years. Soooo....

Got all my stuff set up, that I can so far, on how much it will cost for schoolin'.
Tallied up everything it would take to get set up and such, applied/accepted to school.

Just waiting on FAFSA to send that report of theirs, to the school so I can see what help I get now.
Considering the form itself was processed last week, and it was an online form. I don't understand why it would take so long to get sent off to a school I listed on it.
But ah well. Once thats threw I can set everything up,  register for my first classes, most of which are online.~
Once I've been there a year my tuition will go down A LOT. I'll also be able to scout out cheaper places to stay once I'm there. So 2nd year should be cheaper for me.  :>
First year when yer getting settled always seems to be the most expensive... But nice thing about gov loan, you can pay it back after college. So if i get a job and save up I can have a lil' sum to put back down on it right away.  : )

All in all I'm really lookin' forward to this. I'll miss my family, mostly my mum, a bit. But I'll get to see em again, just gotta keep tellin myself that.
Told mum she has to come with me for first couple weeks to a month to help me set up stuff and go shopping for supplies. And to see the school, see bf, etc etc. She actually said ok, so that should be fun. She's an awesome person, and really caring. :>
And I'm soooo looking forward to some of the classes.
Also being with bf too, that'll be sooo nice. XD


Peace. ;D

Moody: accomplished

''Truely good friends are like rare books, hard to find, precious and few. I'm glad I found one in you."

It's to bad they're so hard to find now days.
Luckily I have a couple I can say are true.
One being a special other that is understanding, very patient, considerate and much much more, and can make me feel better with a smile and a voice. (whether typed or spoken)  <3

Moody: Hm. :|

Ok... soooo from tomarrow 18th to the 25th I get to visit friend person thing. Yup. Hopin much that it'll be alot of fun. We'll see.
Right now I'm jus'... really tired... only had 2-3 hours sleep.
So iunno. Partially excited and, yeah. WE SHALL SEE.

Moody: Mn....

This morn before I go to bed I gotta note this.

Outside right now it's really cool, cold kind of cool.
The wind is gently rustling the trees, making it sound like tiny waterfalls all among the air. Sun just lighting up the leaves making the bright vivid greens pop and the dark trunks seem wet with their deep brown hues. The scent of the plants and clear crisp air as you breath it in, and fill your lungs. Making you calm with just a single breath. Being able to hear birds from a distance away, as audible as if it was right next to you. Versus the cloudy thick walled feeling of a muggy day. Even though your chilled you just sit, taking in the unimpeded sounds and glorious smells as you remember all the happy times associated with the simple breeze. Then as people awake, the rich smell of coffee adding with the crisp air. Mixing into a melee of divine scent and relaxation. Each battling to over power the next, but just creating and even more enticing experience. Addicting.

I love mornings/days like these.~
My memories this morn have to do with many friends whom I met.
Some who are very special people to me now, and the wishing, hoping, and dreaming that went along with them.~

<3

Moody: .happy but sleepy.

Well still no job. None of the places I applied at called back cept for Arby's. And they never called back after the interviewy thing. Soooo. Yeeeaah still no job. XD;
Tried the bagel/coffee place down the road a ways. Maybe maybe. They have free wireless nets. :B
Past few days have been good. Replaced webcam with a cheap one. It works pretty wells.

But besides that, just little things that make days good goin on.~ <3 ouo

Moody: *giggles* >u>

Soooo out of all the places I applied... I got one call. From Arby's. :B
Went in. Talk to person. Talking finish. Tells me if he calls back it'll be in a week. After he's finished going threw over a 100 apps.... and setting/going threw just about as many interviews....

This just proves that.... Michigan is job death. :D

But. They seem like nice folk. So heres to hopin. XD;

Only 12 more days. 12. Then the fun starts.~
Tho... Supposedly I'm supposed to get mailed my badge... But it has yet to arrive. I really hope I'm not gonna have problems with this. :/

Teefs are still scarin me a bit. Since I have yet to be able to snag a job. And that $1375 price tag, for the work on ALL the teeth problems, keeps hangin over my head. If I could just get the front stuff taken care of. I would be a happy much relieved camper. And able to relax a wee lil bit. Sadly that's where the majority of the cost is, $1125 of it. x_x; The wisdom teeth can wait a bit since I would very much like to save up to get the suckers PULLED, fronts come first if I can help it tho. But I can only do so much with what I have.;; Wish me luck.~ :B


New hacky sack record: 12

What American accent do you have?
Created by Xavier on Memegen.net

Northern. Whether you have the world famous Inland North accent of the Great Lakes area, or the radio-friendly sound of upstate NY and western New England, your accent is what used to set the standard for American English pronunciation (not much anymore now that the Inland North sounds like it does).

Take this quiz now - it's easy!

We're going to start with "cot" and "caught." When you say those words do they sound the same or different?

Different Same, no wait I mean different, maybe, a little bit different... Same

Moody: Rollin with the punches.

Applied at the local greenhouse few days ago. Although I prolly won't get a call back from them, they said they already had quite a few employees. I'm gonna try next year too maybe. Seemed like a nice bunch of folks, and it smelled awsome in there. XD
Flowers far as the eyes could see. -o-
I also get to go get mees some new shorts/pantssummerbottomthings sometime in the next month or two. Normally this ain't a big deal, cept this time it's cause I lost 50 lbs. since last Nov. (Started at bout 232 lbs. am currently round 182.) So.... all my shorts and stuff fall off my butt. ;__;
As Acen grows ever closer my anxiousness at meeting a bunch of online friend folks is getting worse. XD When I make a certain phone calls immah have to hide from Sats.... cause... I can see teasing ensuing already. XD
While my cousin was here visiting, she caught me on the phone with the same person as mentioned above. I ended up jumping over a coffee table, which I completely cleared, and her two children, whom I grazed, to keep the phone from her grasp. lol I can jump over a coffee table and not touch a thing. But I can't jump a foot over some kids' legs without grazing pants. v_v
Mum's gonna put me on some suppliments and herbs and such and see if we can balance out my calcium/thyroid/whateverthehellelseiswrongwithme issues. She graduated becoming a Holistic Herbal Practitioner, I believe that's how the title goes. Hopefully it will help me get over this prob of this flubber not wanting to let go of me and help my teeth not want to become like swiss cheese. Which they seem to really enjoy right now. >:/



Did a quiz thingy...Boredom. It gets to me. v_v

''You tend to pursue many different activities simultaneously. When misfortune does happen, it doesn't actually dishearten you all that much.
You are a direct and forth right person, honest and loyal.. You like to get to the core of the issue right away, with few signs of hesitation.
You like following the rules and being objective. You are precise and meticulous, and like to evaluate decisions before making them.
You are ambitious and optimistic, determined to prove and advertise yourself.''
What does your drawing say about YOU?

Moody: I are dork.

Applied at so far:
- 750 Grill [Couldn't apply cause I lack a resume... :< ]
- Arby's [x]
- Lincoln Golf Club [x]
- Blue Lake Art Camp [x]
Yet to apply at: Hardware store down the way and EB Games (again cause I love that store. ;_;)
Hopefully one will call back. v_v

So unmotivated lately. Missing is had.

Moody: mn...

Alright folks I have a request for assistance, and it includes your moneys.

I have this cavity in my wisdom tooth. It's still fairly small and I'dreally like to get it taken care of before it turns into a more majorproblem.
The cost to get this tooth filled, with visit and all, is about $125.
( US dollars btw. XD; )

I'm looking for a job a lil more diligently then before. But being where I am, they're a lil hard to find.
So. Untill I am able to find one, I'm opening commissions. Even tho they've kinda...been open.
However I'm going to throw out my normal pricing and decided priceswith each of you, if ya want one, on an indiviual basis. Which willprolly make them cheaper for you!

So please if you can even spare $5-$10 you can get a very nice sketch, decently detailed to.~ ;D

Infos: http://inkthief.deviantart.com/journal/9505921/



Thanks. T^T

<3





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Tooth Fill Fund: 0/$125